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Wednesday, October 11, 2006: Hoping.
Does something seem to be missing?
The link to the 'miscarried' predecessor to this blog is gone. I've deleted the predecessor, and am now waiting for Blogger to delete that account, or to release a method that will allow us to delete our own accounts.
The reopening of school will make me feel like a black hole again, but choir... I look forward to it. It'll be so nice, just to reunite against a common hurdle: next year's SYF Central Judging of Choirs for Secondary and Pre-U levels.
Choir... my first love, my lifelong longing, my everlasting romance.
My love for it is not a "Spanish fiesta", but the behind-the-scenes work of a choral festival. And in itself, that is a kind of festivity, in spite of all the hard work.
Speaking of hard work, that's something that Pei Chun doesn't have in its motto, but Kheng Cheng does. (They're my first and second primary schools respectively.)
I still remember why I don't like Pei Chun as much as I like Kheng Cheng.
I can remember that day in January. One of Pei Chun's board members had died in the holidays, and I was a new transfer student, but was made to stand in the sun like the rest and bow to the board member's hearse. I was unable to do it. Firstly, my tolerance level was not that high, and secondly and MORE importantly, I had not known. Nobody had known that I didn't know, or that I was a transfer student.
Besides, have you heard of anyone bowing to a complete stranger?
That was a bitter start.
From then on, my heart was frosted over, although there were some who tried to keep me warm.
I am thankful for the abundance of sunshine in Cedar; it helped to thaw my frozen heart. I might even say that it's melting into a glue that will bond me to Cedar forever.
In 2008, I will become an alumna. Whether I become an Alumna or not will be determined by certain factors. But they seriously need a Choir wing. I'd love to help found it. The current Alumni doesn't seem to have such a wing as yet.
And I hope. (amateurish language switch to Jap) Watashi no kibou... (switch languages to English) ...make it come true.
Random shoutout: Denyse!
I'm sorry. I really am. I had no idea it'd turn out like that. I just want to apologise. If you don't know what I'm talking about, then please message me. Thanks.
Singing off on this note.
P.S. This post was finished at 6am on 12-10-2006.
~Seraphine Chorister~ sang in The Butterfly Garden
[10:47 AM]
