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Sunday, October 15, 2006: *frustrated yell*
The Sec 4 seniors who blog have changed their tagboards, except Cherissa, and even then, hers is pretty much dead. Besides, those Sec 4s whose tagboards have changed all have turned 16, and Cherissa hasn't officially done so.
*sigh* One less channel of communication.
It makes me feel shut out.
Why is it happening to me?
Everything is transient; you have one thing one moment and the next, it's gone, just like that.
Will I be the only thing that stands, walks, breathes, runs, after the passing of millenia?
If I ever got the chance to be immortal in exchange for my emotions, friendships and relationships, I would rather not take it. I would never take it.
And yet, it seems that those on the other ends don't treasure me.
I might as well just end it all.
Don't ask me how. It's definitely not through dying, that would be silly.
My heart is frosted over, all over again.
Why am I always a vacuum? Can not I give off light, just once?
Frankly, I used to be able to, but then I became a black hole.
I hate being a black hole. I don't want to be a black hole. I want to sing, and heal with my singing.
I can't wait for the Choral Revival.
~Seraphine Chorister~ sang in The Butterfly Garden
[2:49 PM]
