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Saturday, August 19, 2006: Oh brother, why do I bother?
I blundered at the concert at Zhonghua Sec. I really did. Don't ask me why, or how.
And AFTERWARDS I had to go get my brother back.
My seriously blabbermouthed brother who's an ignorantly obsessive devotee of the religion I'm supposed to belong to because my parents are also *it*-ists.
I wouldn't have minded if he were a sister and were less obsessive about the religion. There's nothing to sing about it, and the chanting is absolutely an "ear-sore" - if you can have such things as "eyesores", then why can't you have "ear-sores"?
But anyway, I can't blame my parents one bit. They meant well. And it's a gamble anyway. The odds of getting a girl are 1 of 2. I happen to fall in that half, while my sibling didn't. And sisters would be better. Every girl I've been with is intellectual to some extent. Of course there are the loonies, but there still are intellectual sides to them.
The fault is my brother's, not theirs.
Blabbermouth. And he's not just a blabbermouth. IT SPAWNS THE MOST UNDESIRABLE OF WORDS. I won't repeat them here. He's a chronic case of HVD (I won't write this out in full either). And I doubt there's any medication or cure for it.
I'd rather reprise my Zhonghua concert errors than bring that ignorantly obsessive devotee home again.
Take me back to the time of the concert. Please. I'm fervently begging.
Although it's impossible to return, this is my plea.
~Seraphine Chorister~ sang in The Butterfly Garden
[6:15 PM]
