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Monday, August 07, 2006: How long has it been...
...since my last step into the PCPS choir room?
...since I last let myself sing the Alto lines?
...since I last pushed my voice back until I sounded almost masculine?
...since my last outing with a friend?
...since I last worked on an instrument?
...since I last had a good, co-operative team?
...since I was... in Genting?? ^_^ >,"
It's been a long time.
A long, long, long time.
And yet I cannot revisit my old school, where many bits of my soul and of my memories remain. Should I *haunt* it? Haha...
But what I can do... is to learn Alto lines on my own.
Shall I build alliances again? Yes, I must. I have alliances because people bothered to build them with me. And I must build again, and again, and again. And over and over, without stopping.
Shall I go out with a friend again? No doubt it has been long, but shall I?
Shall I ever work on an instrument again? I doubt, though I yearn. Confused emotions here, eh?
*slips into pensive state... eyes cloud over with an invisible layer of something... a state from which there is no rousing... unless she slips out herself...* (Yes, I was referring to myself in third person here...)
~Seraphine Chorister~ sang in The Butterfly Garden
[4:42 PM]
